Kindness and Your Defintion

Kindness and your Definition

Jeanne Mare' is mostly defined as a "kind woman".

I remembered that day of my first attendance as a youth camper observing people joined the fellowship. Expressing themselves of their felt sorry to God. Understanding the works of God. Believe me or not it was a mixed emotions. For I was so young at heart seeking too to be understood and learning people's act. I was only eighteen and very adventurous at that time. One of the activity there had to let the partner tell about the person in front of them and describe the person and landed at the palm of my hand the word "Kind".

Defining me as a kind person. Others appreciated, while the others abused it. I lived with the word and act kindness towards people. Genuinely I let them show my kindness. The version of kindness they haven't experienced with others. At a young age my experience of being kind is to always give way to family and for family. Known to be the kindest in the sibling. With my teenage life I was the kind of a girl who shares kindness gaining true friends and sticking till the time of my lowest point that everyone would open their doors for me to stay when I lost home and food to eat. The kindest career oriented person lead me to be explore the world I ever imagined to walk through. Walking on the sides of the street building. Exploring the business world. The kind woman they are working with slowly stripping the beauty of kindness. Leaving torn of pain, hating for the value of a silver coin. Eating the reputation of being the kind they knew made the entire thoughts of everyone was just a fantasy. 

Love and kindness were different words however these two powerful words I lived led me to see the real walks of life. Fell and led fall to love and seek the kindness. Expressed the most inner and outward kindness to the person I chose to. Sadly I wasn't given back fairly. More of it the kind of  kindness I gave was given back of the most undeserving act of love collaborating kindness. 

Kindness, Love and Forgiveness.

Adulthood life is another achievement and another opportunity to express kindness. As you grow old you act the act of kindness and as well you can't help but there's a mixture of fierce, anger and yet you stay grounded. Caged with the bars of kindness, though the inner are now bruised, tired, exhausted at the most and as you reach this age, the kindness still comes out when you also releases forgiveness. Who badly hurt me? Why did it happened? Do I deserved this?

The answer I found was exactly what I need to know. Nobody's fault. The misunderstood kindness became a dilemma and a traumatic experience for me was revealed. It is okay to not to be kind only when the mutual is not worth to give an inch. Let's just say 99.99% still act the kind of kindness. Earn the kindness you deserve by being who you are and live not for the others but to raise the Almighty who deserves more than anyone else.

I see life now to live with kindness in a more appropriate way and it is indeed a pleasure to do it at all times. Expect less and Give more.  

Be ye kind one to another... 

-Jeanne Mare'